Monday, November 10, 2008

IT'S AMAZING!

PHIL AND I HAVE BEEN MARRIED FOR A YEAR! IT'S NO SMALL MIRACLE. WHEN YOU GATHER IN THAT WE HAVE BEEN DATING SINCE I WAS 21, WE HAD LIVED TOGETHER 6 MONTHS ONE TIME AND IT SEEMED THAT EVERY OTHER WEEKEND I WAS KICKING HIM OUT FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER MOSTLY TRUST ISSUES, AND CALLING MY MOTHER FOR ADVICE. BUT HERE WE ARE A YEAR AFTER OUR VOWELS AND I DO BELIEVE OUR LOVE HAS GROWN EVEN MORE! OFCOURSE WE NO LONGER HAVE TRUST ISSUES SO THAT HELPS ALOT, BUT WE HAVE GROWN TOGETHER, MAYBE PART OF IT IS THAT WE SHARE A COMMON GOAL TO SEE OUR BEAUTIFUL BABY BECOME A HAPPY HEALTHY SMART MAN. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I KNOW THAT ALOT OF OUR SUCCESS IS TO THE FACT THAT PHIL AND I WERE SEPARATED FOR A YEAR, AND DURING THIS YEAR, WE FOUGHT, WE DATED OTHER PEOPLE, WE DATED IN SECRET (CAUSE OUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY THOUGHT THE OTHER WAS NO GOOD FOR US) WE TRIED TO GIVE EACH OTHER REASONS WHY WE SHOULDN'T BE TOGETHER, OR WHY WE WOULD NEVER TAKE THE OTHER BACK, WE TRIED SABOTAGEING OUR FRIENDSHIP, SO LONG STORY SHORT, WE DID EVERYTHING BUT KILL EACHOTHER, AND STILL AT THE END OF THE DAY WE REALY WERE INSEPERABLE. HE IS MY BEST, HE IS MY WORST, BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY HE MAKES ME BETTER, AND I AM A LUCKY GIRL TO HAVE FOUND MY SOUL MATE. AND I'M GONNA LOVE "US" FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE. I LOVE MY HUSBAND! OR RATHER MY BABY DADDY!!!!